messed up post

Haven't been blogging for the longest time......................and this month is probably the saddest month ever for me.
Yeah, i know it's Feb and it has always been my favorite month since my birthday falls on this month and also my favorite number is 2.
I've no idea why things hasn't been going well for me, everything is fucked up.................
I swear i'm really sick of quarrels, quarrels and more more quarrels.........It's more sad when fucked up things happened on your favorite month.

I don't normally allow people to affect me a lot..............but for the people whom i care and close to me, yes. I mean like they are least likely to hurt you so just go on and don't stop caring for them. I think i'm not the only one who feels this way right?
Unfortunately, truth is, they will still hurt you.........................because they hold an important place in your heart somehow  so whatever they do/say will affect you, damn it.
This post is rather messed up like how i'm feeling right now. It'll be good if i can shut off all my feelings so i won't feel a thing...

All the random pictures:

I hope the next few months ahead will be better~ Good night! Really need to start revising tomorrow~

Last day of January

CNY DAY 1:

outfit for the day~ :-)

CNY DAY 2:

outfit for the day(sorry for the uncombed hair)

 

CNY is pretty okay though it's rather boring............most of the time the we just sit there and do nothing, probably watch TV or play with our phones while the adults gossip.

Been playing mahjong way too much these days............................... but i still kinda suck at it.  

NAILS:

BUNNY:

Such a cutie pie!!! I love it when he rubs his nose because it'll make me go "awwww". Too cute to resist

TATA

If you're still reading my blog..........

I wanna wish all of you a Happy Chinese New Year!!! :-) Chinese New Year is just two days away~ I used to look froward to this occasion when i was a little kid but now...... i don't think so. I think it's boring, i don't know, maybe it's just my family. The amount of people get lesser each year, we used to have like 20-30 people visiting  my grandma and now it's just like few families or just us............... people arrives at different timing or because of some other reasons.

Nevertheless, i still went to shop for cny clothes. It's the tradition right? New year, new clothes. Another reason is, i really love shopping. Who doesn't??? hehehe. Shopping makes me feel happy, you get to own the things you like and nothing is ever enough! Everyone wants more of everything good, agree?

NAILS

failed design

pink leopard prinzzz

current design!!!

I feel that long nails are pretty scary. It looks ugly on me, like scary-ugly. That explains why my nails are most of the time short.

Classmates:-)

I know i don't blog often and that explains why there are so little readers :-( I'm trying to blog but sometimes the inspiration ain't here or i'm just plain lazy.

most recent picture of me~

Finally a picture of only me acting cute! :-)

GOOD NIGHT!!! 

Click on my ads yeah? :-*

SIGH!!!

School is boring.................okay, school is never fun. Should be studying or rushing my assignment now because ut is tomorrow and the dateline for my assignment is also tomorrow!!! To be exact, it's later on since it's 12.17am now.
The craziest thing is, i haven't even started on my freaking java assignment and it's damn hard................because people spent like at least a week doing it and it's still not completed.

FML

I'm now complaining and i know complaining doesn't work because i'm still procrastinating on my work. Gonna burn midnight oil already. I'm not sure if i can but i'll try.

school........................

with shiying ~

SHORT POST. HI BYE. NIGHT.

New year's resolution:

1. Learn to drive

2. Save at least a hundred this year

3. Better grades

Okay, hope i can fulfill them in this year. Lol at number 2, i know a hundred is not a lot..........but saving $$$ is really hard for me!!! When i work, i spend and then i work and spend...blah..blah and the cycle goes on.

I've been really busy these days and when i have free time i'll most probably sleep it away. 

There's ut again tomorrow, sighhhhhhhh........... I failed the first one and imma study later on, urgh and at least get a pass.

2011 passed really fast, well, at least for me. It's like first i have a really long holiday and then poly life starts. I learnt to adapt to new environment very quickly be it in school or at work. Met different kind of people and grown a lot. Lost a lot.....and of course gained many.

In this new year, i've grow older but also wiser ;) In about a month's time, i'll be officially 18. I think 18 is the best age. I really like the number 18~

Pictures below:

Fireworks on countdown.

It's the biggest fireworks i've seen cause it was right in front of us. It's amazing! Felt like the sparks almost hit us.

With audrey<3

My new hair :-)

My hair looks really dry here, i don't know why omg and the colour now has kinda faded into brown grrr.

Helped out at the open house2012

With dearest<3

My face become fatter after the haircut........... :-( 

I was pmsing real bad few days before. I cried and whined like a baby because of some little things. Thinking back, i couldn't believe why did i even behaved like that? Thank god, dear was really patient with me. He did not get mad at me for behaving like that and he even tried to clam me down like i'm his younger sister<3 hehe 

Happy fifth month dear!<3

NAILS:

Christmas nails

New year's nails

Current design!

That's all for now. TATA!!!