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messed up post

2012-02-15T00:24:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging for the longest time......................and this month is probably the saddest month ever for me.
Yeah, i know it's Feb and it has always been my favorite month since my birthday falls on this month and also my favorite number is 2.
I've no idea why things hasn't been going well for me, everything is fucked up.................
I swear i'm really sick of quarrels, quarrels and more more quarrels.........It's more sad when fucked up things happened on your favorite month.

I don't normally allow people to affect me a lot..............but for the people whom i care and close to me, yes. I mean like they are least likely to hurt you so just go on and don't stop caring for them. I think i'm not the only one who feels this way right?
Unfortunately, truth is, they will still hurt you.........................because they hold an important place in your heart somehow so whatever they do/say will affect you, damn it.
This post is rather messed up like how i'm feeling right now. It'll be good if i can shut off all my feelings so i won't feel a thing...

All the random pictures:

I hope the next few months ahead will be better~ Good night! Really need to start revising tomorrow~

Last day of January

2012-01-31T22:07:00.030+08:00

CNY DAY 1:

outfit for the day~ :-)

CNY DAY 2:

outfit for the day(sorry for the uncombed hair)

CNY is pretty okay though it's rather boring............most of the time the we just sit there and do nothing, probably watch TV or play with our phones while the adults gossip.

Been playing mahjong way too much these days............................... but i still kinda suck at it.

NAILS:

BUNNY:

Such a cutie pie!!! I love it when he rubs his nose because it'll make me go "awwww". Too cute to resist

TATA

If you're still reading my blog..........

2012-01-21T00:17:00.009+08:00

I wanna wish all of you a Happy Chinese New Year!!! :-) Chinese New Year is just two days away~ I used to look froward to this occasion when i was a little kid but now...... i don't think so. I think it's boring, i don't know, maybe it's just my family. The amount of people get lesser each year, we used to have like 20-30 people visiting my grandma and now it's just like few families or just us............... people arrives at different timing or because of some other reasons.

Nevertheless, i still went to shop for cny clothes. It's the tradition right? New year, new clothes. Another reason is, i really love shopping. Who doesn't??? hehehe. Shopping makes me feel happy, you get to own the things you like and nothing is ever enough! Everyone wants more of everything good, agree?

NAILS

failed design

pink leopard prinzzz

current design!!!

I feel that long nails are pretty scary. It looks ugly on me, like scary-ugly. That explains why my nails are most of the time short.

Classmates:-)

I know i don't blog often and that explains why there are so little readers :-( I'm trying to blog but sometimes the inspiration ain't here or i'm just plain lazy.

most recent picture of me~

Finally a picture of only me acting cute! :-)

GOOD NIGHT!!!

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SIGH!!!

2012-01-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

School is boring.................okay, school is never fun. Should be studying or rushing my assignment now because ut is tomorrow and the dateline for my assignment is also tomorrow!!! To be exact, it's later on since it's 12.17am now.
The craziest thing is, i haven't even started on my freaking java assignment and it's damn hard................because people spent like at least a week doing it and it's still not completed.

FML

I'm now complaining and i know complaining doesn't work because i'm still procrastinating on my work. Gonna burn midnight oil already. I'm not sure if i can but i'll try.

school........................

with shiying ~

SHORT POST. HI BYE. NIGHT.

New year's resolution:

2012-01-08T22:59:00.004+08:00

1. Learn to drive

2. Save at least a hundred this year

3. Better grades

Okay, hope i can fulfill them in this year. Lol at number 2, i know a hundred is not a lot..........but saving $$$ is really hard for me!!! When i work, i spend and then i work and spend...blah..blah and the cycle goes on.

I've been really busy these days and when i have free time i'll most probably sleep it away.

There's ut again tomorrow, sighhhhhhhh........... I failed the first one and imma study later on, urgh and at least get a pass.

2011 passed really fast, well, at least for me. It's like first i have a really long holiday and then poly life starts. I learnt to adapt to new environment very quickly be it in school or at work. Met different kind of people and grown a lot. Lost a lot.....and of course gained many.

In this new year, i've grow older but also wiser ;) In about a month's time, i'll be officially 18. I think 18 is the best age. I really like the number 18~

Pictures below:

Fireworks on countdown.

It's the biggest fireworks i've seen cause it was right in front of us. It's amazing! Felt like the sparks almost hit us.

With audrey<3

My new hair :-)

My hair looks really dry here, i don't know why omg and the colour now has kinda faded into brown grrr.

Helped out at the open house2012

With dearest<3

My face become fatter after the haircut........... :-(

I was pmsing real bad few days before. I cried and whined like a baby because of some little things. Thinking back, i couldn't believe why did i even behaved like that? Thank god, dear was really patient with me. He did not get mad at me for behaving like that and he even tried to clam me down like i'm his younger sister<3 hehe

Happy fifth month dear!<3

NAILS:

Christmas nails

New year's nails

Current design!

That's all for now. TATA!!!

hey, you there?

2011-12-30T02:03:00.001+08:00

Couldn't sleep, so i decided to get up and blog since i haven't been blogging. Life's been pretty okay, sometimes it can be sooo hectic and then sometimes i can be sooo bored.
Was trying to sleep, but many things went through my mind like all the "what ifs". Trying not to be too emotional tonight so i guess blogging will help because thinking don't help. Over-thinking kills........... It's not like the more you think, things will change. It actually makes one feel worse and then worse...

2011 hasn't been a really good year, but it's still not that bad too. I hope 2012 will be better, much better.

Below will be all the random photos, like what i'm doing recently?

My Christmas nails.

awesome cheesecake

Baking at haishah's house together with shiyun and rachel.

Also stayed over at shiyun's house together with rachel that day. I remember sleeping on sy's bed while rach and sy slept on the mattress! HAHAHA omg i still feel kinda bad :/

Dined with dearest on Christmas.

My very cute stitch ear piece plug dust stopper :-)

That's about all for now.

i'm like sick again..........having flu and sore throat. It's really annoying. I pray that i won't fall ill so often on 2012.

How to sleep with a block nose and very painful throat? Sigh good night.

Yesterday

2011-12-20T14:21:00.001+08:00

The weather is pretty cooling these few days~ really nice weather to sleep in but it's really irritating when you wanna head out.
Hope it don't rain tomorrow.

Yoyo~

2011-12-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

sup? (taken at class today, i was just being lame)

Holiday is coming, feeling quite happy about it. It's the time when i can sleep till noon and wake up whatever timing i want to. Waking up early sucks.

Been really lazy these days :-(

Didn't even bother to apply mascara and put on my contact lenses these few days.

BUT..

I don't look that bad right?

Christmas is round the corner♥♥♥

Time flies, it's like zoom a year has passed. Many things happened in 2011. Met new people, lost people who

was once really precious to me. Things can change within split seconds. Just when will i ever learn to treasure

people around me? It's always easier said than done.

Sigh, as you grow older, the world gets uglier. Agree not???

forever sick

2011-12-07T00:11:00.001+08:00

ya, i'm like forever sick.......................and always falling ill at the wrong timing :-( What i meant by wrong timing is that there's a freaking test tomorrow and i'm having a fever of 38.4.

I kinda feel better now, guess my fever has subsided?

I was feeling extremely horrible just now. You know when you're ill and you wanna sleep the terrible feeling away but you can't because you're having a bad headache and you can feel the heat on your body/head. It was really bad, felt like i was dying.

random pictures from instagram:

Will blog soon, remember to click on my ads k! :-*

Phew!

2011-11-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

Finally done with all the UTs and assignments :-) Guess i'll be less busy during this week and then UT starts again next week. FML..........
Been pmsing these few days, real bad :-( My mood is like roller coaster, I've no idea how i do it....i'm amazing.

How i eat my fries.

Yes, with caramel sauce, you guys should try it. It's awesome!

Also, recently, there's a new member in the house!

A pet bunny :-)

Pretty cute huh? It's cuter in real life though, photos ain't doing him justice.

Milks~

I always have trouble choosing which flavour i should take so yup i'll usually get two(chocolate and strawberry). I'm not a fan of the original white milk blah.

Love the prints!

Boring!

2011-11-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

Can't seem to focus on revising my work............................................. :'( :'( :'(

Yes, this is what I've been doing.

Hectic week, sigh so many things to revise on, and assignment to rush out by this week.
Poly life ain't easy, trust me... Hard concentrating when you're studying using the laptop and my concentration span is like... real short?

Caught "you're the apple of my eye" today. I know i'm really slow. Been wanting to catch it as many people said it was nice but uhmmmm, i think it was rather okay.

Yup, it's a Chinese movie but there's English subtitle and i must admit it's quite funny at some point :)

NEXT MOVIE: HAPPY FEET! wait for me~ :)

KK back to revision.

Need a break T_T

2011-11-20T22:28:00.002+08:00

I'm like really addicted to a Facebook game currently. Been spamming invites to many friends HAHA, don't mind me!!!

I've a JAVA assignment to rush and also many upcoming UTs.............. there's so much things to do and soooo little time........and.....and i'm also addicted to sims social on facebook :-( Been spending quite a lot of time on the game...

Lately, a teacher from my previous school passed away. Sigh, was really shocked when i saw the news, it's damn unexpected. He was a really nice teacher.

Quite sad that i couldn't make it for his wake tomorrow because i'm really really really busy with school.

This news is like a reminder to me to not take anyone for granted and most importantly, cherish everyone around me. Life's really fragile, you never know when someone will be taken away from you.

I know i haven't been blogging and i'm really inconsistent.....

Taken at the polyclinic

Been really sick recently, flu, cough...........but i'm recovering already! :-)

Celebrated my bro's birthday around this week. Actually tomorrow is his actual birthday~

Happy birthday bro~ and yup he's only 11.

Taken on the way to wedding buffet today ~

OH AND HAPPY 20112011!

crap post

2011-11-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'm like really sick now. Really really sick now and there's UT tomorrow........... FML :-(

sigh

2011-11-09T20:31:00.001+08:00

Life has been really fucked up these days. I don't know how things can get screwed up on their own but yeah :(
They say life has its up and down and i guess it's the down season for me. Really, fuck my life for now. I don't think anyone has any idea what shits i'm going through now but it's like the worse shit ever.
Have you ever thought of dying and feel that dying is not scary at all. Not at all, when you had the courage and feel that you're better off dead. It's so bad that i felt like dying, like suicide and all but don't worry i'm mature enough to think.
It don't help the situation at all, just worsen it and makes everyone around me feels like shit so no, i'm not gonna do that.
Seriously, i'll never imagine myself to be so strong and all. I think normal people would have killed themselves..............ok maybe i'm exaggerating but i'm stronger than i think i am.

Met up with audrey and zj on saturday. It was good.

I kinda miss secondary school's life.................cause life was good back then.

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2011-11-08T00:15:00.011+08:00

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will do a proper update soon. sigh.

It's already November!

2011-11-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

You see how time passes by soooo fast..........haven't had the time to really rest and slow down my pace. Time just zoom by everyday like the F1 cars. It's like one moment it's still early in the morning, another minute it's noon already. I need holiday :-( but it seem so far away..............................

On the positive note, since time zoom by so fast, holiday will be here soon i guess?

soo the trip to USS on Halloween event:

It turns out really fun for me, scary + exciting............the only thing bad on that night is the queue!!! Imagine waiting to go into a haunted house must wait like 1hr plus???! Crazy, i tell you. Didn't finish all the rides, quite sad :-(
If imma go again next year, i will die die buy express tickets!!!

Overall, it's quite a nice experience :-)

Taken recently at school.

Kinda lost the blogging feel recently :( Have no idea why, i used to love blogging a lot. Maybe school just drains me off a lot. I'm like tired everyday and have to take nap all the time..............

That's all for now~

Good night!

Hello

2011-10-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

I just realised i haven't been blogging for like ten days. That's the problem when school starts, time just pass so fast and you won't even realise.
I've nothing to complain about for now. Life's been good, really good. I know i've been complaining about RJ and how life in RP sucks on twitter but still the grades are my motivation in school. I'm loving my grades, hahaha.
Been really happy these days, really. Boyfriend is always there for me and he really dote on me too<3 What more could i ask for? :-)

With dearest :-)

really really helpful classmate!!! <3 I click along well with her somehow.

Random pictures taken recently :-)

Heading to USS tomorrow for the halloween event? I went to google about the event but they didn't disclose anything to the public!!! I'm half excited and also half afraid. LOL

Okay good night!!! Will blog soon, promise! :)

Me, myself and I

2011-10-17T22:25:00.001+08:00

Pictures taken recently through webcam.

I feel like shit now. Yes, terrible and horrible. I'm sick, again. Went to the doctor earlier on and got my mc + medicine. SUCKS TO BE SICK, especially when you got that irritating phlegm stuck on your throat. Sometimes, i've got no idea whether to spit it out or swallow it back. It's just like stuck there, and worse of all, i've no idea how to make it come out. So yeah, i kinda swallowed it back most of the time.
Super bad taste + feeling.

Oh yeah and today, i finally caught REAL STEEL. Ok, i know i'm like real slow..................haven't really got the movie mood these days.
Okok, back to the movie, it's AWESOME. I can tell you, you won't regret watching it.

I know most of ya watched it long time ago, but maybe, just maybe, there's some of you who are slower than me :-)

I LOVE THIS MOVIE and i kinda cried near the end of the movie. Shall not be a spoiler. If you haven't catch this movie, what are you waiting for???

Still feeling terrible, sigh. Will blog soon! ♥

so school started and..........

2011-10-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda getting used to this new class. Most of the classmates whom i'm group with are nice. Well, most........not all but most.
Life has been good, i guess. Just that something struck me tonight, it's nothing much actually. Something just reminded me of the past.
"Life still goes on and there's no point holding on to the past right?" I know, i know all of these shits, it's easier said than done. I can't control what i wanna think, it's like the more you don't wanna think about it, the more it comes to you. You know? That ugly feeling. Sigh...........

I don't wanna sound too emotional tonight and tomorrow's only Tuesday!!! Thank god, I've rather bad memory and i'll forget all the sad things soon. HAH.

Some recent pictures:

Okay, this is my current Facebook display picture :-)

Singapore flyer! First time taking the flyer hehe, i know i'm like so mountain turtle.

Current nails~

Dinner with his family too~ I look kinda awkward in the picture and i look so short!!! I'm 163cm k, not short at all.

Pictures taken today:

Fed this kitty near my house, it look so thin, so poor thing :-(

:-(

2011-10-04T22:51:00.004+08:00

Hello, yes i'm like :-( when the thought of "school starts tomorrow" struck me. Long hours of mugging, presentations and blah~ New class, new environment and new people.................... I really dislike changes but well, changes are inevitable so yeah. Just have to learn to adapt to everything new.

Oh and i did something to my phone today!!! :-)

The front!

The back!

Cute?!?!?! Got it from Smiggle, there's 3 outlets in Singapore~ All you have to do is, choose your phone's brand + phone type and then lastly, the design! The sticker costs around SGD20 and you have to paste it on yourself. Okay, some of you may have already learnt about this but i'm still so nice to share!

I'm so obsess with my phone now kekeke.

Have shorter hair now, feels ugly :-( Taken awhile ago~ Okay shower time for me!!!

Will blog again, soon i hope, hehehe. Meanwhile if you're here, remember to click on my ads k? :D

N A I L S

2011-10-01T01:55:00.001+08:00

Just done with my nails and it's kinda messy but i like the mess! Been doing my nails again and again these few days. Just couldn't find the right design.
My red just came this noon and it sucks, the cramps hurt so much. It never hurt this much before, been popping pills to stop the pain.

Current nails, so in love with this mess~

Card stickers, really love card stickers :-) Though i don't have much cards to paste on but i like keeping them! :-)

Me acting cute, you can puke, i don't mind.

Gosh, i'm so mad right now. ZZZZZZZZZZ!!! If someone allows you to use his/her laptop, would you go and download anything inside without their permission?!?!?! NO RIGHT? My sis downloaded something inside my lappy and now i've to remove it. SO DAMN IRRITATING, URGH.

I just realised it today, i hate it when people touch/use my things without permission k. Do you even know what the fuck is respect not?

K BYE.

busy bee

2011-09-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

hello! Been rather busy these few days, or you can say, very very busy. Was working at F1 the past three days. It was hell tiring...................... Didn't get much sleep and the working hours was like 4 times more than my sleep. I'm not kidding you. Still, it was fun working with the people there, they are all friendly, nice and helpful. Though it was just a short working period, i actually feel quite bonded with them~ :-)
It was a rather good experience and the cars driving past was killing my ears.................

Okay, some pictures taken during F1~

The nice people working with me :-) You see the caucasian guy beside me? He's one of our guests and he's really super friendly and nice! I spilled champagne on him on the first day and he doesn't mind, i was so guilty and it was the last glass of champagne lah.

Okay some pretty pictures of me cause i looked so blah during F1 HAHAHA.

That's about it, holiday is gonna end soon and i'm still damn sad about it. GAH.

The type of person who irks me:

2011-09-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

They get jealous of every shit you owns, they talk behind your back and then pretend they like you. Seriously? What's the point of this? If you don't like me, show it. If you have something you wanna say, tell me. No point talking behind my back right? As if i'll know and then change for the "better".

So you know, sometimes, it's better to shut the fuck up and not talk or tell anyone anything. Why? Because people will judge you. Letting people know stuff they shouldn't know. Allowing them to talk(mean stuff) behind your back..................... It's like killing yourself. How dumb right?

Really have to open up my eyes and choose the correct friends.

Ah well, at least i know who not to trust now~ :-)

UDDERS ♡ ♡ ♡

Had this recently, one of my favorite ice cream :-)

tired !@#$%^&&&

2011-09-15T02:49:00.002+08:00

Kinda just got back home from work. I know right, look at the time now......................Okay, it's 2.37am right now actually. It's really tiring working in banquet for a hotel. Most of the workers are not local, and this job is so not for me lah......................
My left arm turned jelly, yes, it is hard to even lift up my hand :-( Both my feets are hurting like crap too. It is hard serving food/drinks and clearing the plates for people. I know i sound like a whining bitch now, okay stop :-S

Oh ya! I dyed my hair black, it's so damn weird la, looking at myself in the mirror with black hair~

SEE SEE SEE!!! Funny right?! (taken just awhile ago~)

I want this now!!!!!!! Omg, cheese flavour shaker fries.

Really random~ Super duper cute moon cake ;-)

Alright, it's late! I miss my bed and my bed miss me so, good night!

Holidays!!!!

2011-09-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

Been busy working during the first few days of this month but yeah, IT show ended and i'm free once again! :-) It was hell tiring, really............but guess what? I still kinda miss working hahahaha, crazy isn't it? It's not the craziest thing though, during the 4 days in IT show, i swear i met lots of people who know me but i have no idea who are they. Few of them asked if i'm from RP and then some of them knows where i stay~ (as in they know my train station)

Creepy right...............

Movies that i''ve watched recently:

CARS 2

Super cute!!! Really love the truck!!! :-)

THE SMURFS

Really really funny and kinda exciting lol, for me lah. Wanna watch it again!!! in 3D please~~~

Current nail~

Then i was baking this afternoon, was trying to make the bunny shape but it turns out quite fail :-( :-( :-(

WHY I SO LOSER?!?!

okay, yay i blogged :-D Tomorrow's our first month but then the suckish thing is we are actually gonna marinate the chicken wings for chalet................

sigh sigh sigh

2011-08-27T12:14:00.000+08:00

Don't even know what i'm thinking now. Thank god I've friends who are there for me, the ones who truly care<3 T_T

Can't wait for sep to arrive, i wanna drown myself with work. Feels good to be busy sometimes.

Having my last test on Monday! It's programming, wish me luck. Sucks when people around you ended all their miserable tests while you haven't, seriously.
Heading to dear's house later on, he need to teach me programming. Cannot afford to fail programming again, and yes, i failed my programming twice..................

And to dearest: STOP HUGGING ME AH YOU!!! >:@

exam period

2011-08-22T20:55:00.003+08:00

Should be studying now but yeah, i'd rather be blogging than studying/revising. I'll revise after i blogged, promise!
I know I've been blogging lesser and lesser :-( Been busy with school and stuff....................... It's been a long time since i actually like study for a test or something. Feels like back to sec 4, i actually kinda miss my secondary school life. Everything seems so perfect and fun, only upper sec though. Lower secondary was so bleah, yucks.

Think i'm gonna be quite busy during the September holiday, can't wait! hahaha, will be working at IT show and working for F1. Need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$, wanted to get a camera on September but forget it......... I'm such a spendthrift :-( Wonder how people managed to save their $$$, i can't, i just can't.

Some recent pictures:

sorry for being disgusting LOL

The hello kitty tongue tattoo!!! It only last for a while :-( what a waste...

HAHAHAHA!!!!!

Also quite recently:

Mahjong session at bf's house. Trying to learn how to play mahjong~ Seriously, lose like lao sai but thank god, bf was there!

That's all for now. Click on my ads k!!!! :-)

OH YA

Say hi to my new toy!!! :-)
<3<3<3 hehehe

blahblah

2011-08-16T23:16:00.004+08:00

Changing class soon, sigh. Gonna miss some of my classmates........................................................The thought of doing self introduction everyday in a week already bores me.
So yup, what have i been up to recently? School, school and school...........................

Can you believe i have already watched most of the movies in cinema????????? With my dear~~~ so no life, so if you need advises on which movie to watch, ask me k!(provided if you trust my taste) ;-)

A week of study break now, UT3 is coming, *sighhhhhhh* really dislike studying but what to do? But seriously, who likes to study?

Pictures:

With science faci :-)

<3<3<3

Gonna miss them so so much. Everyone of them......

Can't wait for September to arrive and august to end!!!

Current nails design:

Someone owe me 4 ice creams for that 4 letters :-)

My tumblr: http://thonlything.tumblr.com/ (i'm more active on tumblr HAHAHA)

Nails

2011-08-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

My nails over the past few weeks:

Current design! I'm so proud of myself :-)

When in dilemma, hold on to the things that make you happy. I think that's how i make most of the choices in life. You can say that i'm forever in dilemma, i don't know why and how seriously.

K thanks bye :-)

New blog :-)

2011-08-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hi! Brand new blog, yuppppppp after three long years. To be honest, i did not delete that old one, just saved it somewhere. Yeah, time to update you guys about my life?

Actually i kinda broke up quite some time ago, guess i didn't blogged about it and i got attached again recently to....................................................................

Yes, this guy :-) (taken on national day)

I know people will definitely talk and obviously, it won't be anything nice. Nothing's wrong with moving on right? Well, i guess.

Hah, he screened this to the class. Tell me how to not accept it?! :-) This is how he got me lah hahahaha~

K, will blog again soon.